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Notes: This is for [livejournal.com profile] upupa_epops' Elena Gilbert centric fic Help, I'm Alive (the title of which is also the first track on the mix because that's the way we roll). Without getting into spoilery territory, the premise of her fic is essentially that life sucks and then you die and then it keeps sucking, and thus I have made efforts to offer a suitable soundtrack. Go read, worship, and listen to the following if you so desire (follow the link to dl!).

01. Metric - Help I'm Alive (Styte Dubstep Remix)

If we're still alive
My regrets are few
If my life is mine
What shouldn't I do?

02. Band of Skulls - Blood

I want it to be over
Turn the boat around and bring that girl in
I stumble through the error
Hope deferred makes the heart sick, sick, sick

I know you're bleeding, baby
But you're not bleeding blood

03. Kim Ferron - Nothing But You

And I've got plenty of time
Time to figure it out
Time to think about you and me
Whatever that was all about
Got nothing to prove
Got nothing to say
No, I'm guessing I never thought you
were good for me anyway

04. Aimee Mann - This Is How It Goes

So I try to hold on
While you try to let go
You won't tell me it's gone
But baby, I'll know
Baby, I'll know

05. Angie Hart - Blue

High tide
The air is dew
And where were you?

While I
I died
And where were you?

06. Daniel Ahearn - I Will Let You Go

Put your hands in the water
watch them go under
Put your hand to the light
watch the light come through
And I will let you go

Put your time on the table
See who'll sit down with you
Give your love to the ones who offer you bruise
After bruise, after bruise
And I will let you go

07. Panda Su - Eric Is Dead

when i am older, i will change back to the way
i once was when we first set our eyes on it

nothing's left, no turning back, i've already told you that
count your knees and i'll count mine, we'll settle them in time

08. SaintSaviour - Woman Scorned

And time was we were synchronised
And I felt all those ties dissolve in the winter
Now I must begin again
To be frozen

09. Blonde Redhead - Here Sometimes

A little girl upon the fireplace
Only air flying emotionless
Ring the bells for she could keep flying
This is me, completely me

End of day, we watched the sun go down
I can see you're like a firework
You want to save me, people will save me
But this is you, completely you

10. The Cardigans - My Favourite Game

And this is not a case of lust, you see
it's not a matter of you versus me
It's fine the way you want me on your own
but in the end it's always me alone

11. Interpol - Rest My Chemistry

I haven't slept for two days
I've bathed in nothing but sweat
And I've made hallways
Scenes for things to regret
My friends they come
And the lines they go by

12. TV on the Radio - I Was A Lover

I'm locked in my bedroom, so send back the clowns
My clone wears a brown shirt, and I seduce him when there's no one around
Mano why mano, on a bed of nails
Bring it on like a storm, till I knock the wind out of his sails
And we don't make eye contact, when we have run-ins in town
Just a barely polite nod, and nervous stares towards the ground

13. Florence & The Machine - Breaking Down

All alone on the edge of sleep
My old familiar friend
Comes and lies down next to me
And I can see it coming from the edge of the room
Smiling in the streetlight even with my eyes shut tight
I still see it coming now

14. Aimee Mann - You Could Make A Killing

There is nothing that competes with habit
And I know it's neither deep nor tragic
It's simply that you have to have it

So you can make a killing
Oh you can make a killing

I wish I was both young and stupid
Then I too could have the fun that you did
Till it was time to pony up what you bid

15. Bon Iver - Blindsided

Taut line, down to the shoreline
The end of a blood line, the moon is a cold light

There's a pull to the flow
My feet melt the snow
For the irony, I'd rather know
'Cause blinded, I was blindsided

16. Declan Flynn - Ease My Pain

Out of time, I hear your voice
Break through the noise
And pain, my heart’s refrain

Why can’t I convince myself
That this is the right time
To contend

17. Ellie Goulding - Salt Skin

You're as sharp as a knife and you fit like a glove
That is no way to live, that is no way to love
Full of fear in your skin and the weakness in giving in
Stabbed in the back but you feel no pain
Push the heaviest doors that you can't open
Yeah, they tied me up and my body lies still, again

18. The Naked and Famous - Girls Like You

How would you cope if the world decided to
Make you suffer for all that you were?
How could you dance if no-one was watching
And you couldn't even care if they were?
What would you do if you couldn't even feel?
Not even pitiful pain
How would you deal with the indecisions
Eating away at the days?

Don't you know people write songs about girls like you?
About girls like you

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Erasing You: A Lilah/Wesley Mix

Notes: For [livejournal.com profile] letsgetitdone, run by the fabulous [livejournal.com profile] brutti_ma_buoni. I initially planned to produce fic but then this happened instead, go with it. (So far the only fanmix made for the comm., yay...?) This mix is mostly from Lilah's POV with the exceptions of tracks 8 and 11. Zip download above. Please ~enjoy~.

tracklisting )
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Remember that time (... a couple days ago) where I was like "I am never doing memes again" and then everyone was like "LOL"?


This is 899999% at [livejournal.com profile] upupa_epops' goading:

  1. Give me a fandom/pairing and I will make you a mini fanmix of between 3-6 songs! 

FOLLOWING THIS, I am never doing another meme again. (Bookmark this post.)

offerings )
ever_neutral: (damon + elena = in pieces)
Greetings. This is a mix [livejournal.com profile] upupa_epops demanded I make for her [livejournal.com profile] heroinebigbang fic titled "Nothing to Write Home About". (Marta is responsible for most of the terrible things I do, etc. etc.) I have attempted to put together a track-list which matches the overall tone of her fic (= super fluffy and romantic, obviously*). There are tracks in here that I have used in some of my other mixes, so apologies for repetition; they were simply too essential to leave out. Also, this is our beast, we do what we want, etc. Anyway, enough introduction. 

FIC HERE (read this shit). (I beta-read it so you know it's gonna be good.)

*this is sarcasm, by the way.

it's not like you believe in everlasting love. )
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throw your soul (front)

LOL BEFORE MEDIAFIRE IS TAKEN AWAY FROM US~. As requested by [livejournal.com profile] superkappa -- OTP, basically, insofar as the only acceptable "endgame" on this show is for these two maniacal kids to compel a priest to take their unholy vows. 

I have tried to cover both characters' viewpoints, which amounts to: 1) appropriately tortured songs about the agony of love to which Damon might melodramatically throw shot glasses into his fireplace, and 2) necessarily cynical anti-love songs to which Kat might stab pins into blue-eyed voodoo dolls. :) I dearly hope I have done these assholes something close to justice. #how do you perfection?

(p.s. what even is this art? don't ask, pls.)

it's not the chase you love | it's him following you )
ever_neutral: (ats; faith/wes ~ right down to the root)
night into the day (mix cover)

As requested by [livejournal.com profile] smokeandsong -- I don't have many deep feelings about this ship ordinarily, except that she is fucking gorgeous and he is fucking gorgeous and the hate!sex would be violently hot, because the Ian/Kat chemistry is a thing that exists. Though while putting this thing together, I came to the conclusion that these two are probably made for each other, since Damon is canonically attracted to women who slap him around, and Bonnie canonically enjoys dishing out aneurysms, and every instance of her making his brain explode makes my heart warm. 

There is no rhyme or reason to this mix; just sundry tracks that ping for me for their relationship (or possible future relationship?). Also, short. My first time with this ship, please forgive. (Also also, EXCUSE THE ART.) 

night into the day // bonnie/damon // download )

heart with a schism (front), faith lehane fanmix cover

For [livejournal.com profile] bellonablack, who requested a character-centric mix. Thus, I chose Faith, because: when in doubt, choose Faith. And a good opportunity to pull out a bunch of my favourite sullen/moody/axe-to-grind-with-world tracks. #my brethren

Hope it satisfies!

heart with a schism // faith lehane // download )
ever_neutral: ([ff] river = life truths)
no user-serviceable parts required (front), d/e/k/s mix cover

This is for [livejournal.com profile] smells_corrupt, who requested a mix for the love square of doom, and gave me a prompt which wound up having nothing to do with the final product (excuse my fail). Said final product is quite lengthy and a mess tbqh; vaguely lulzy in some parts (because I couldn't resist) and substantially emo in other parts (because who are these people). Also, split up into three parts because that's the pretentious way I roll (and because regular intervals are required as a relief from these people and the force of their combined emotions tbh).

zip, individual tracks, blah blah )

p.s. I owe more of these to a bunch of people so expect to see some more of my horrific artwork over the next week or so.
ever_neutral: ([exo] xoxo)

This is for both [livejournal.com profile] scorpiod1 and [livejournal.com profile] eilowyn (I am being a cheating asshole and combining both your holiday requests into one, I HOPE NOBODY WILL MIND), and for anybody else on my flist who appreciates this girl, a.k.a. my wife. I want to write some pithy and insightful character blurb thing here, but 1) I TALK ENOUGH, and 2) I anticipate that the mix will speak for itself. Hope you enjoy!

zip/individual tracks for DL )
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This is specifically for [livejournal.com profile] upupa_epops who is a fanmix noob and asked for a Salvatore bros fanmix to the prompt "a good man goes to war". Thus, I have compiled a mix I hope communicates themes of ~abandonment, ~innocence lost, and the violence within~~~ Business as usual, basically. These boys are always at war, one way or another. THEIR LOVE IS A BATTLEFIELD. Nothing special about this one, folks.

FYI, you should all probably just skip this and go check out [livejournal.com profile] akzseinga's far superior Salvatore mix instead. Oh, and [livejournal.com profile] aerintine's Brothers mixes which make my existence obsolete.

individually uploaded tracks behind the cut )


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